Fuckit.
“This was a mistake. Not you but me letting you inside. I let you know what i wanted and what I needed. I gave you my heart, I let you see my soul. You saw the tears and me with my head in my hands begging that all this would come to an end. I let you destroy who I was and take every little thing that I had. I never should of let you get so close. I should of held my heart together so it wouldn’t have broken. With the smiles that I give to those who want to see it, there’s always a little pain hidden behind it. A memory of you and what you did. How you’re gone and when you left for good. I guess what I’m trying to say is that if I would of just kept myself locked inside you wouldn’t have me like you do, you wouldn’t move me like you do and I wouldn’t have loved you like I did. And my heart wouldn’t have gotten as broken as it is.”
… I’m so sorry.
3 years ago • Notes